dare to be different! It makes us special

"No GIRL DESERVES THIS"

Boy: Hey

Girl: can I tell you something?

Boy: What?

Girl: I really like you. And I..... I think I'm falling in love with you.

Boy: ok...

Girl: What do you mean 'ok'?

Boy: I dont like you like that...

Girl: Why not?

Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time...

From then on the girl kept asking the boy 'why not?' whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of 'I'll tell you later.' Finally the girl got fed up.

 

Girl: I'm tired of this! tell me why you don't like me!

Boy: Do you really wanna know?

Girl: Yes!

Boy: It's because you're uglier than crap! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?!

Girl: But... I...

Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone!

The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her phone rings.

 

Girl: hello?

Mom: sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home from work in a few hours.

Girl: alright Mom.

Mom: I love you.

Girl: I love you too, Mom.

Mom: Bye Bye.

Girl: Bye

The girl heads home and once she got  there, she went in the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror. then the girl said: I'm not pretty enough....

She set to work, knowing fully well what she was going to do. 2 hours later, her Mom came home and heard the bath water running. She went upstairsto find the the hallway flooded so she knocked on the door.

Mom: Honey? Are you alright?

She oppened the door and was shocked at the site. The bath was overflowing onto the floor, and the water was tinted red. She walked over to see what was inside and screamed. There, her little girl was lying with cuts all over her face and wrists. Her Mom backed away and was going to run to call the police when something caught her eye. On the mirror were these words written in blood: 'Am I pretty enough now?'

 

No one deserves to be told that by someone they  love. 

 

well I'm so damn bored here!!!!

there is no action around here, no excitment :(

so yesterday I had to go to some Dr but then she called us and cancelled :/

do you know why? um because she was sick.... and she was out of town :/

so yesterday I was talking to this guy.... and just guess what he said???

He said that Gay people are Fucked up!!!

But let me tell you about it.....
Me: so I was wondering.... What do you think about gay people?
Guy: well I think that they fucked up.
Me: WHAT?????? how can you say that? its so not true! do you even know a gay person?
Guy:I dont have to and I dont want to... Its my opinion
Me: Well your opinion sucks
Guy: Just delete me then
Me: Fine.

 

Hello there... how are you guys today?

so I've been on about 10 webites today and nothing keeps me intrested... D:

I've been on:

Facebook

ImNotOkay

Buzznet (duh)

Tickle

Coolquiz

MCRmy

Some other link thing

Google

and more..... If you any of you can leave me a comment of a website that you know then it would be great thanx.... coz I'm really bored and have no idea what to do with myself....

I watched T.V but that didn't help alot.... =) thanx

 

Do you know what I did yesterday? pshhhh no you don't

well I layed in my nice PJ's till 12am (lazy ass biach) haha

then I quickly showered and got dressed and brushed my teef yes teef

AAAAAnd then I got in my mamma's car and we went to town haha how exciting....... NOT

well all tHAT I bought was:

skittels

icetea (peach)

a Nosh chocolate

more skittels and some more icetea ;) yuuumie

why hello all of you.... =) how are you all?

well good I hope.

haha, in my first week of holiday I did just guess:

1)sleep

2)eat

3)watch T.V

4) Draw

5) go 2 Jhb.

how boring hey???? but actually it really wasn't haha =) it was rather relaxing....

this is so point less hey??? yes so I've noticed. well enjoy your day!

The Ten Commandments of the Black Parade
1.Thou shalt accept death as it comes
2.Thou shalt sing and march without question
3.Thou shalt face fear and regret
4.thou shalt let go of thy dreams
5.Thou shalt give blood
6.Thou shalt fear thy sins
7.Thou shalt protect thy brothers in arms
8.Thou shalt darken thy clothes
9.Thou shalt not walk this world alone
10.THOU SHALT CARRY ON!!!

The Ten Commandments of a Chemical Romance fan
1.Thou shall not put a gun to thy lover's head.
2.Thou shall be willing to die for love.
3.Thou shall seek revenge on those who wrong you.
4.Thou shall be a demolition lover.
5.Thou shall unleash the bats.
6.Thou shall protect thy lover from everything. (even vampires)
7.Thou shall respect the lords , Gerard , Frank , Mikey , Bob , Ray
8.Thou shall sing the holy hymns of the chemical romance.
9.Thou shall see beauty in bloody love.
10.Thou shall rock hard

You guys whats happening to us? we all faling apart becoz of teenies? there is this poll about this and I took comments that peole left there and came to post it here to get our message out

this is it:

so, how do you feel about all the fights between the fans that are going on?.
some fight 'cos the mcr-wives, the so called haters and lovers!.
and the other ones fight with the people who know my chem just because of this black parade stuff and call 'em fake fans.!.
oh, for the guys who love to fight, here's what mikey said once..THINK ABOUT IT.

→ the fans look out for each other they're like a gang, but not in a negative way!. [mikey way] ←

comments:

*sigh* they'll hopefully learn one day...really! What ever happened to when we used to be like a gang who always looked out for eachother? I just want those times back =[

Yea man! I so miss those old days....fans these days fight over the dumbest reasons. "Oh No Gee Got Married!!!!" or "You guys barely know them your a fake!".......are you serious? Ray once said :"It's kind of dumb; everybody should be able to listen to the kind of music they want and just because you're a fan of a band for a longer period of time doesn't mean you have a greater stake of claim to the band or the music." AND AND! Whatever happened to MCR SAVED my life? Looks like now it's MCR are having my babies.......Our repution as loyal fans is being thrown in the gutter you guys..We were in it for the music. The Message. The home it brought us. A place to belong. What Mcr meant to us. Where has that all gone? The guys barely come out nowadays to sign...Why? I believe they're afraid there none of us left..We who care about the music and what it delivers..not the ones who care because they got married...Come on. Someone actually yelled "Gerard Fuck Me!" What do you think Gerard felt? Do you actually think he'll come out and sign things when some person who probably doesn't know what he's been through just yelled something disrespectful to him? Yea im sure we all have our fangirl moments..but this? this is crossing the fckin line..I'm ashamed..We need to show MCR, were not like this. We still care for them and the music. They saved our lives and what do they get? A bunch of immature replies? We love mcr, but if these people keep acting immature..they'll never notice....Please if you agree with me reply back saying "Mcr didn't give up on us..it's time to return the favor"

But I definately want the old MCRmy back, anyone else remember the days when it was like a special secret society and everyone was nice to each other because they were just so glad to find someone else who gets it??

That's what else upsets me. It seems like there are so many fans these days who think that they have to say that MCR saved their life to sound like the better fan. That line is thrown around way to lightly these days. It's a very serious matter, and it's kind of becoming a comepetition as to how they save your life. So in that sense, I would say the MCR saved my life thing has doubled, simply because fans WANT My Chemical Romance to save their life.

Your so right! I'm so pissed that they think Mcr saving a life is some sort of competition. You can't make them save your life..it's something that just comes..it may or may not affect your life. And I hate how some people just say that..to claim a greater part of mcr. If they didnt save ur life..owell some other fans still love mcr for who they are and what they do and they havent saved their lives...PLEASE STOP!

i have bean a fan 4 about a year or 2 and i love MCR but not just because gerard or frank or mikey are cute but because of what they do there music and the message they send i love my chemical romance i havent bean to a concert yet but i am going to the one on april 11 and i cant wait but dont worry im not a one of the "teenies with there dreamies" im with MCR all the way 4 the music but what can i say i love them to DEATH!!! no matter what!! please dont hate cuz im a new fan for the record I LOVE THE SWEET REVANGE albam way more i think
its way more inspartional and i think they went kinda far with the BLACK PARADE. MCR 4 EVER!!!!

It's just really annoying when a girl as young as 10 or 11 or even 14 screams immaturely for ONE of the guys in the band. It's just sad-and it's not because we want to fight with them-it's just a huge disappointment when we can't all be mature about things-especially MCR. It's just frustrating and you really want to say something to put them in their place. My Chem are human beings too and they deserve some respect. I've seen videos of Frank getting swamped by 50 girls at airports immediately after a 10 hour flight. [not exaggerating]. Don't some people realize that's a little much? Take a HINT! Gerard gets really annoyed sometimes, if they haven't noticed yet. [They ARE humans, you know-they get tired too!]. When a person notices you're getting a little too close, just back up-COMMON COURTEOUSY! Please! For the sake of the band. I love them ALL as much as the next person but when it comes to swamping the band and following them around EVERYWHERE-there's a certain line and certain limit your crossing. Damn it-have some damn respect! I commend Frankie too-he's the one with the most patience, I've never seen him get moody around fans, but I feel really bad when they're screaming his name, and hearing statements like 'Can I have your kids!', etc. Gosh, I wish it wasn't like this-all the respectable MCR fans are getting a bad reputation now, and personally I won't take it. =/
All in all-I just feel really bad for the band...and I wish things were different.

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haha the other day I felt really wierd. *makes a confused face*

this other girl was talking to me and my best friend and then all of a sudden out of the blue

she asked: Are you two like goths?

*Jaw Drops* and then we were like: nooooo! no!

and then she said: but I thought so coz you two are like.... ya know, and you listen to rock and stuff

then my friend said: noooo way! Gother wear like those spikey things around their neks and wrists

and have black lips and stuff.... we are more like punk or something

and then I said: uh huh... yes  we are not goths... pshhh. no thanx.

and then she said: ohhhh okay. cool

and then we were like: yea........

and thats it. so yea. haha. can you believe her... pshhh ahh we seriously dont look like goths. 

so today I went to town with my Mommy =) and then we bought stuff and

she also bought a pie so then wen we were walking to the car that was by the way on the ooother

side of  town.. ahhh so far. don't ask me why we parked so far. ok well I know but yea.

well by da way while we were walking she said hand me my pie. *so then I looked at her all funny*

and then said  Are you CRAZY???? no way will I walk with you while you eating in town.... haaaa

haha and then she looked at me all funny and laughed. but then when we finally got to the car, 5 hours later (just joking)

she ate it. haha she was very hungry. she never ate and it was like 11:30 am  

hahaha

hey you all. just thought I mite post this....  this is for people who cut, I don't mean anything by this

but maybe it mite help some of you.

 

This is the text:

Before you cut... Think of this.
...before you make that first cut, remember..
You will enjoy this.
You will find the pain and blood release addictive.
Even though you think you can make a few tiny cuts that aren't deep enough and will heal easily...
They will get deeper.
They will scar.
They will sometimes take months to heal..
And years for the scars to fade.
If you think you can limit the cutting to one area of your body, think again... it will spread when you run out of skin.
Be prepared to withdraw from others and live in a constant state of shame.
Even if you are the most honest person ever to live, you will find yourself lying to the people you love.
You will jerk back from your friends when they touch you as if they were poisonous.
You will be terrified that they will see something they shouldn't or just because it plain hurts so much to be touched.
Be prepared to get so out of control you fear your next cut because you don't know how bad it will be.
Just wait for 10 cuts to turn into 100... Be prepared for your entire life to revolve around thinking about cutting ... cutting and covering up.
And just wait for the first time you cut "too deep"
and you freak out cause the blood won't stop... and you are gaping ... and you feel yourself shaking all over.
You are having a panic attack and you are terrified because you can't tell anyone.
So you sit there alone...worrying about deadly infections like tetanus... praying it will be ok, swearing you will never let it get this far again...
But you will, and further.
Don't worry, you'll learn how to take care of your cuts so that you can go deeper and deeper and avoid the ER.
And the better you get at treating your cuts the deeper they get,
You will lie to yourself and justify it when you find yourself spending 20, 30 or 50 dollars every time you go to the pharmacy.
You will feel the flutter of your heartbeat every time you go to the counter to ring up you order.
Butterfly strips... 3 or 4 different kinds of dressings... betadine... antibiotic cream.. medical tape... scar reducers...
You will tap your foot impatiently hoping the line will just move and no one will stare at you wondering why you need all those things.
And at the same time, you secretly hope someone will notice...
someone who is standing in line with an armful of the same supplies...
someone who understands.
But of course, that never happens.
Medical supplies won't be the only thing you will be spending money on.
Be prepared to buy a new wardrobe...long sleeved shirts in summer colors... gloves... bracelets, wristbands...the list goes on and on.
You will start looking at everyone in a different way... scanning their arms of legs for any signs of SI... just hoping you might meet someone like you so you don't feel so terribly alone.
You won't even think about it as you scan their wrists and arms... hoping they will be like you...
But they are not.
You will see their clean arms and feel terribly ashamed and alone.
You will start doing a lot of things alone...
You will always have to wash your laundry in private so no one will see the stains on your clothes and towels..
You will always be cleaning up the blood.. wiping the blood off your notebooks, schoolbags, desk and RAZOR.
Next thing you know you are in a public bathroom somewhere breaking open a scab with a needle you keep in your wallet for emergencies.
When you get really desperate anything will be a cutting tool...scissors.. a car key .. a needle .. a paper clip.. even a pen.
Say goodbye to things you took for granted.
Like wearing shorts or sandals... sleeveless tops... pedicures.. PE class.. changing rooms...
A normal summer day at the beach will be a far off memory for you.. an invitation to the swimming pool will be terrifying..
Get ready to itch.
Because you will itch and itch...it will look like you have a skin disease..
You will become an expert on your body as you destroy it carefully.. you will dream about cutting.
You will dream about being exposed.
It will haunt you day and night and take over your life, over every decision.
You will wish you had never made that first cut because...
While you absolutely HATE cutting...
At the same time you love it and can't live without it.

Heya everyone!

 

So I'm new on buzznet...

 

I like to listen to music

today was quite nice. I stayed at home xD and my friends went to school

muhahaha

 

I slept till 10:30 haha it was very nice...  I also slept yesterday afternoon its was so nice

and 2mrw im staying at home again... and the rest of the school... awww

but yea.....

bye.... hahahahahaha